AmyStrange & the Criminal
(Part 1: the Escape)
                              Copyright © 2019 by David P. Ayotte
THIS BOOK IS NOT FOR CHILDREN
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CHAPTER 1: WEDNESDAY, OCTOBER 15th

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     Sadly, that wasn’t even the prob- 
lem, because once the Darkness started,
I knew I had to get away from people,  
and as fast as I could. Not because I  
was afraid to hurt them, but because I 
was afraid they’d try and stop me from 
hurting myself.                        
     Maybe from hurting them too, but  
I’m not really sure, because as much as
I hated myself afterwards, it really   
did feel fucking good while I was doing
it. It was like a drug that almost made
the Darkness bearable. At least, until 
I was able to knock myself out anyway. 
     That was the real problem, because
while I was doing that, I wasn’t saving
animals, and since I deserved it, how  
was I supposed to even begin arguing   
with myself about it?                  
     After a couple years of dealing   
with that by myself, I decided to start
seeing a therapist, and then some psy- 
chiatrist, but they were all nuts too  
and thought my problem was that I      
wanted to fuck my Mother.              
     After a few more years, I could   
tell when that was coming. Their focus 
and questions were a huge tip off.     
After that, as soon as they started    
going there seriously, I just walked   
out the door.                          
     Until I met you, Dr. Zinger.      
     As least with you, instead of     
fucking my mother, I’m the one         
getting butt-fucked.                   
     That might not seem like much of  
an improvement, but to me, it was like 
night and day.                         
     Up to this point, all we’ve done  
is talk once a month, and it has help- 
ed, but Beth has the inside track on   
the Darkness.                          
     I have to agree that I’m the one  
causing it, but I just don’t know where
the controls are.                      
     She’s the only one that’s ever    
been able to find them.                
     Other people have tried, including
you, but no one’s ever come close,     
except her.                            
     I think, and I’m sure that you’ll 
probably agree, that love has something
to do with it, if not almost everything
to do with it.                         
     Love's a pretty powerful thing,   
especially when it’s true.             
     The first time she saw me going   
through it, and the hitting started,   
she wrapped her arms around my neck and
begged me to stop, and I couldn’t hit  
her. I just couldn’t.                  
     I gave you a good wallop that     
first time, remember?                  



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